You sit in the classroom surrounded by strangers.
Ironically this is not the classroom it should be.
You’re a month out of school,
even though there is a month left.
You are easily a decade younger than everyone in the class,
do not work,
are not paying actually paying for the class,
have never written fiction,
and are a burden to the others who realize they are short a person with feedback.
You acknowledged your (in)sanity weeks prior,
but you did it anyway.
Yet now trapped between the manic your avatar;
thinking as always.
You then realize how much time you have:
You still have a decade-plus to get where these people are with they’re writing,
And you already see a few who you think you’re better than.
But then you think,
“Shit what about when I AM thirty?”
And you leap to fifty.
Then seventy.
And it goes dark…
Your heart and lungs implode with the presence of a black hole in your chest.
And you re-awake with a defibrillator like shock
Of consciousness.
…
You never want to go back there again
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